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venerdì 25 gennaio 2008

Nothing else matters

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

(Metallica - Nothing else matters)

Just to stay with the person you love and all seems to be different, an explosion of color in a grayscaled world.
All is special, even the silence, cause you feel she's close, your thoughts are tuned.
Tiredness can't stop her to be there with you and it means a lot for you, just so lucky to have her to understand nothing is better than your baby.
This is what happens in my mind, any given day I meet her.
We are great together, I know.
Cause time runs away so fast I have to take a note to ask Santa a new machine to stop it, to stay with my baby more I can.
Just dancing at home, slowly, our favourite dance, looking in eyes and we start to relax, finally, after a long long day.
And everything turns to wonderful.
That's all, this is the magic of life together.
This is the magic you can find in a great lady.
This is what I found in a great woman like mine.
And nothing else matters.

giovedì 24 gennaio 2008

Learning is great

I lived as a lost soul for all my life, till now, since I found a wonderful woman who showed me there's always time to learn something, not only about things in life but about life itself.
Well I never thought to know everything about life, i'm not so stupid, just life teached me to find solutions in myself, without external help. A security box where to close myself trying to find the solution.
It worked but... two minds are better than one, my friend. Especially when two minds work so close together.
Maybe these few things won't help you to find your way but... there's always another point of view to look at things so stop a bit and take a look.
Think and, if possible, talk.
Talk to your best friend, the one who always listen you and I bet you will find solutions deep in yourself thanking your friend too.
Oh don't think I'm changed my mind in just a second. Nope, not possible. Me... lol. Naaa.
But I learn quickly, I can understand when I make mistakes and try to not do them again.
Is not easy to talk with people and feel what they are feeling, is like to read between lines and find the right thing you have to say.
And double action too... read and write between lines, oh my god what a hard work...
Well... I dunno if it's the solution.... if u can't write between lines.... put it into lines...
Just talk and explain.
And listen, obviously, take care of words and words will help you.
Give the right weight to words, ponder what you are writing or saying and all will be better.
Especially when your mood is not so high... mmmmm red light, alarm alarm.
Anyway I'm living a special moment, just sunshine time and I bet you can feel my mood in what I'm writing.
Sooooooo..... if you can feel it here, and we never talked together... you can understand it always works.
And believe me, it works. Yep yep.
Just take time.
Especially when you take care about people and don't want to make disasters.
Oh I know you prefer to run like a rabbit doing what is passing in your burning brain, destroying all around you like Klingons can't do better but... why.
Wait a minute damn.
Breathe and relax.
Switch off your destroyer and reset your ticking mind for a second.
Then if you really have to destroy well... do it, but I think you will change your mind.
When I met Zena all was different, I was fierce with myself cause I knew to be able to do everything being alone.
Now... mmmmm.... I know I can do it, but it's better to do it with her, ohh yeahh.
We was lost souls, just like music instruments playing alone.
Now we play like an orchestra, a great one.
Sometimes we can get a wrong note but music is always great.
And more time we pass together more the music is wonderful.
Thanking her I learned a lot of things, new and great.
The greatest? Now I know what means to love and be loved. The mystery disappeared finally. Yay!!!
Ohhh I heard a "tell me tell me"....
Mmmm nope my friend, sorry about that.
Pat on shoulder, like a real friend, but I smile and leave you trying to find it.
Won't be so easy, I waited years, but when you will find it you will agree with me, tasting your moment of glory like I'm doing. Ohh, this is a beerware advice, remember it ;-)
Remember.... best things always comes to those who wait.
And for you, Zena... pondering my words, and giving them the right weight....
I love you with all myself. XXX

mercoledì 23 gennaio 2008

There's a place

There, there's a place
where I can go
when I feel low
when I feel blue
And it's my mind
and there's time
When I'm alone
I think of you
the things you do
Go round my head
the things you've said

Like I love only you
In my mind there's no sorrow
Don't you know that it's so
There'll be no sad tomorrow
Don't you know that it's so


(lennon/mc cartney, the beatles, 1963)

You have to know there's a place like this for me in SL.
A great place where all started and where it always starts again when I fail smth.
This place is Seabreeze, the ultimate date place, romantic restaurant under the stars, beautiful dance club and picture gallery.
A big place, full of love and romantic thoughts, nice people and great music. Romantic, special.
It touches your soul with the special atmosphere u can find there. Wow.
I found it thanks to a friend of mine who wanted to show me a nice place with great music, then I did it mine for my special moments.
When I met Zena it started to be our favourite place where to dance and relax.
It's the place where our love is born and I will thank it forever.
Usually it's quiet, have to wear appropriate things, better a tuxedo for gents and long skirts for ladies, have to dance without... "special effects" or particles.
Oh well... I'm saying it but my halo won't work... once I used my flames and the owner asked me...

Owner - what are flames all around you?
Me - oh nothing... only exploding love for my lady...
Owner - it's great... but better you remove it, you know our rules :-)
Me - yessir, I will... huff

Oh a pity, my flames was really an explosion all aroud, was showing what my heart was feeling at the mo...
Anyway... rules are done to be respected.
Yep sure... u can always wait to be alone and use your effects.... Ladies appreciate ;-)

A weird dialogue

Used to talk about normal things of every day... SL will look not only a bit weird but totally crazy.
I bet you will think I recorded this dialogue in a madhouse, nope.
Sl at its best.

A - hi! how r u?
B - i'm ok. u?
A - i'm fine thx.... what's up? i feel u sad.
B - yep my hubby. just changed shape. now it's a fox.
A - omg. why?
B - dunno. said he wanted to change but I thought oh nope, not so much...
A - what u think to do?
B - i told him i don't like your new look. then... a pink fox...
A - pink??? why pink?
B - he wants to look different. that's all.
A - oh
B - then wings too... really crazy
A - wings...
B - yeah he added bat wings. white. large at least 3 meters each.
A - oh so great
B - yep imagine... a fox with wings... then silver blinging necklace and sunglasses
A - ohh nice!!!
B - nice? yep maybe for you. then he uses his flames, always
A - flames?
B - yeah, new particle system... flames all around, exploding. disaster
A - oh really
B - yep he always flies, he makes me mad.
A - mmmm so bad moment for you my dear
B - naa, i thought to change myself too. a good pair for us.
A - lol what u did?
B - taller, more than 2 meters. my skin is all blue now.
A - nice!!! like Mystica!!!
B - nope not really. i have long arms and... not so much breasts :)
A - lol funny
B - yeah then flaming eyes
A - ohh you changed eyes too!!!
B - yep have to do.
A - how much you paid for your eyes?
B - oh not so much, i bought a package, now I have 6 of them.
A - great!!!
B - and new house too.
A - oh really
B - yep we built our castle, in air. 3 floors, and a dancepad.
A - wow i'd like to see it!!
B - yep i teleport you
A - yay
B - you have to try our new balls, dance in zero gravity :)
A - oh wow... tp me tp me tp me :)
B - yep come on!
...

martedì 22 gennaio 2008

Apologize

We all know what an apology is, but we also know it can be really hard to swallow our pride and say "I'm sorry."
Like in real life sometimes it's hard to understand what u did wrong and why the person you hurted is feeling bad.
Well... it's all up to you my friend.
Look in your heart, remember what happened, why you was so crazy to told that particular thing and all will be viewed by a different point of view.
Maybe neither yours nor from the person you hurted, maybe only different.
Just a point will help you to understand. And say it. Sorry.
I told it, more than once obviously.
In RL more than in SL but in both worlds I had to do.
And ready to do it again, every times I will do smth wrong.
I'm so sorry.
No excuses.
A person has to know why you hurt her/him, always, even if she/he says you don't need to say sorry, not only in RL but in SL too.
It's life anyway. Second only cause you first is... more real.
You are talking with real people, you did smth wrong and you had to say sorry. Don't walk over their rights, don't walk over their heart. Never.
SL can be a game but... hey... a game with other real people, not stupid objects moved by a sort of artificial intelligence.
Sorry. That's all.
You know why, my friend. XXX

First impression....

First impression... what to say..... ohh lost.
What have to do, it's a game.... score? points? missions? levels?
Nothing at all. Just freedom. Freedom to do what you want, talk with people from all over the world, have fun and laugh, discover, dance, fly, and so on.
With all these things in hands, well you know... too much can let you lose your mind easily.
I had a moment of confusion, then... let's go Mus... discover this weird world!!!
So I did, with lot of pleasure.
First place it's not so interesting, just a tutorial explaining you what to do, how to move and so on.
Then you choose your preferred place and... teleport.
Captain Kirk, Spock, here I am. Teleport me to another place, thanx. Yep smth like this.
You move in this way from a place to another, Australia - New York just 2 seconds. Wow. No jet-lag. Double wow.
And the adventure can start, you can choose the place you want just writing a word, then fly'n'try.
Sounds great? Yep. Sounds easy? Yep yep. Sounds amazing? Ohhh yep yep.
The world is yours, bite it.
You walk to new lands, visit lot of places, talk and play.
Magic things called poseballs let you to dance, sit, eat, and well.... have sex (yep) so all is possible.
Try them, usually it's funny, sometimes.... naaa always funny :-)
Oh you can visit the Eiffel Tower or the Roman Empire, or a volcano....
The unique limit is your fantasy and the land owner fantasy.
Indiana Jones will envy you my friend... ohhh so much to visit and so few time to see all!!!
Take your time, SL is waiting you.
As a newbie (person just arrived in SL) I visited beaches clubs and great places at first, then..... you can expand your adventures in great places, really made for 110% fun.
Where? Where you want. Really. It's a promise.

Welcome!!!

Yep this is my first post. Probably you would have to know something about me, so I will start from the basics.
Since June 2007 my name in SL is Muscle Slade. My real name is totally different, maybe you will be lucky to know it when we will meet there, who knows. The only thing you will know... I am italian.
Born in SL as a simple human with business in mind, I think to have lost my mind after just... 2 weeks, no more.
Too much deep in funny things more than business. Sorry ;-)
So the simple guy changed, a rebirth in a special thing called... oh I dunno, really.
Well I lived as a vampire and as a lycan too, as human, as warrior, as prince, as devil.
Oh my God, not only a second life, eheh, a mix of different lifes, each one with great and bad things.
It's been my life for ages, highs and lows, greats and bads, always.
After nice and funny adventures (you will find them here soon my friends) I finally found what I was needing, just a great lady who loves me with all herself, and I feel it, really, glad she loves me cause I love her more I can.
Well, it's enough for now. Enough about me.
You have to know, and maybe you know it yet, a minute in SL means hours in RL, so... oh guys, really a longest journey into a special adventure, it will change your way of thinking, indeed.
Here you will find my impressions, my thoughts, my wishes created by that special world called Second Life. No more, but a lot.
Ladies and gentlemen, just welcome to everybody, here we are. Let's go. Let's the journey starts. Yay!!!